As the story unfolds into a toxic relationship without trust. There were so many moments in our relationship that I blamed you for my pains. Asking myself why did you divorce me? What did I do to deserve this kinda abuse from the world. Is the world that unkind to people like me. Yes I said some mean things to you, but you where so mean to me. That’s why you divorced me? I am not that bad of a person for you to leave the country and take our son from me. Yes granted I drank to much, smoked to much, grew pot to pleasure myself. Well who doesn’t like to escape there lives once in awhile. I can’t believe that you thought I was so bad for you to hurt me like this.