My pains continued in the thought that my life was more important than any other person around me. When I was only feeling pain that someone else was causing me, I became angry with so many people that were in front of my anger path that was destructive behaviour towards people that I loved but hated at the same time. I was drinking alcohol to mask my pains, this was what I thought, became my weapon of choice to create a numbing feeling in my mind. To hide all of my angry thoughts towards my sons mother. She took my son away from me “why Me I Asked”. I did nothing wrong to my son, why did you take him so far away from me. Why are you hurting me like this may I ask in a angry tone of voice within my thoughts.
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